how alive? too alive.

And I would say I love you,
but saying it out loud is hard;
so I won’t say it at all,
and I won’t stay very long.

But you are life I needed all along,
I think of you as my brother,
although that sounds dumb.

And words are futile devices.

my face
my kandi
my soul
it’s one of those times where I wish I had more pictures of you, so I can better feel that you’re here with me now. It makes me feel greedy and guilty, fond and reminiscing, every possible feeling at once; just like how all colors of light together create white. I feel a very white feeling, and I can’t help but cry and miss you.

it’s one of those times where I wish I had more pictures of you, so I can better feel that you’re here with me now. It makes me feel greedy and guilty, fond and reminiscing, every possible feeling at once; just like how all colors of light together create white. I feel a very white feeling, and I can’t help but cry and miss you.


Posted: Sunday June 17th, 2012 at 5:38pm
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  3. creepdick said: I like this picture of Sagwa.
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